tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78889388852992618502024-03-13T18:40:58.908-07:00Maddening Silences...the time when I float between what I am ... & what I want to be... at times, these silences... are like a bridge...connecting my two worlds.. at times...they become my refuge... when I dont want to be present anywhere... Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.comBlogger165125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-54018302732612581372023-12-29T09:54:00.000-08:002023-12-29T10:16:56.257-08:00Finding love !!!She still thinks about him...In the darkness of every night...Maybe he continues to sleep in peace, As he could give up without a fight...Love that once filled their heartsEnded even before it started, when he chose to walk away Yet, it is still keeping her heart alive...Though tears are dry and mind doesn't sway....She often thinks about the love, but its not about him anymore... Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-80004711518251779772020-09-10T23:41:00.002-07:002020-09-10T23:44:32.966-07:00Make Peace With Your Soul at Spiti !The serene and sacred Chandrataal lake at 4290 meters elevation. The blues of the skiesThe lightness of the cloudsThe crystal clear watersThe snow capped mountainsThe black and brown rocksThe sheer magic of the gods...The soul takes a slow walk at Chandrataal...Some hearts learn to singSome go within in silenceSome seek the company of the strangersSome think back about all the lost tiesSome Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-23119682762326965862020-09-10T23:33:00.001-07:002020-09-10T23:33:13.926-07:00Memories of love! Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-48175719322234383422020-09-10T23:30:00.001-07:002020-09-10T23:30:49.233-07:00Breathing! Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-39881027303295919832020-05-05T05:39:00.000-07:002020-05-05T05:39:33.927-07:00Every Night...!
As she slowly walks into the
dark and narrow by-lanes of her mind,
a cool breeze floats in with memories,
a warm tear rolls up and drops,
your hand slides into hers as the
fingers start finding the spaces in between,
the night around smiles....
Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-56286921221093356932020-03-25T12:42:00.000-07:002020-03-25T12:42:52.132-07:00Heal that heart ! ๐
Where did all the love go?
You thought you gave all that you have...
But maybe it was never enough...
When they feel the lack of love,
Or when they feel you have let them down
Does love turn to hatred in some corners of the heart?
Do they want to go away from you?
Even while you are consumed in your own love,
Did you lose them so long back
That now finding ways back into love becomes difficult.. Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-27226492280480475312020-02-10T04:14:00.001-08:002020-03-03T20:54:26.044-08:00What's there to talk about love...
Everyone asks me why we don't talk anymore,
Guess the language of love lost its sounds and words along the path of silence...
Everyone wonders why we don't meet anymore,
Your love that came through glances lasting few seconds, was probably enough for this life...
Everyone assumes that our love is dead and gone,
But in the moments when we think of each other, isn't love alive and singing Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-17662188720963967822020-01-02T01:10:00.000-08:002020-03-03T20:57:18.349-08:00Never loved her!
He sat there, staring into space
Spectrum of shades from the dusk, showing in his eyes
The probing silence around, was asking so many questions
He looked up and said, "But, I never loved her".
"Liked her stupidity, had fun and laughter,
Fought over things at times when I hated her,
Did enjoy the madness and there were moments,
It was sort of crazy, but, I never loved her"
I looked at Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-11994974234847439522019-12-24T00:55:00.002-08:002019-12-24T00:58:06.911-08:00Do you?
Sometimes when you close your eyes for the night,
do you shed tears remembering everyone whom you lost on the way?
Sometimes when you are lost in the moment,
do you yearn for someone with whom you had shared lives in your mind?
Sometimes when you let go of people though it hurts you,
do you still think of all the happy smiles they gave?
Sometimes when you Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-77836062367240843742019-11-25T07:39:00.000-08:002019-11-25T07:47:39.723-08:00Draupadi's Soul !
Of all the books I have read, " Palace of Illusions" by Chitra Banerjee continues to be so close to my heart. As it traces the journey of Mahabharat from Draupadi's perspective, it reflects the complex thoughts, wishes, emotions, hopes, vengeance, frustrations, manipulations that were part of the legendary story. Every time I read the book, it kept compelling me to connect with Draupadi's soul Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-7134783330161214282019-11-24T23:04:00.000-08:002019-11-24T23:04:54.254-08:00Incomplete Conversations!
Recently read something on FB on the Terribly Tiny Tales page. "Secret messages to the people I love"... Does make you think about all the messages you wanted to convey... all the words that were kept unspoken... all the feelings that were left hidden/ masked, through the years, at some point of time or the other. How interesting it would be to finish some of those incomplete conversations.
Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-26818495701271410902019-08-26T01:13:00.001-07:002019-10-10T10:36:30.845-07:00Was never about you !
The sleep breaks out into restless dreams some nights,I donโt know if itโs a longing or anguish of letting go
The tears that stream down, scar my face at timesAs they evaporate in the hidden valleys of my heart
The simmering lava of the pain sizzles on some daysLike the silence of the dead volcano waiting to erupt
The thoughts that keep floating around in my head
are now jumbled as they Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-14006137779620182472019-01-30T07:05:00.000-08:002019-10-03T06:12:06.411-07:00Meet me
Meet me, before my eyes forget the way you used to look at me
Meet me, before my fingers stop twitching with the feel of your fingers
Meet me, before I stop uttering your name with every splashing memory
Meet me, before your face gets more pixelated every time I think of you
Meet me, before I erase the smiles from my engraved memories
Meet me, before my brain forgets all the echoes of your Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-39746593297413064132018-07-13T02:38:00.004-07:002018-07-13T02:38:49.272-07:00Sun Shine!
Sheets of rain...
blinding and deafening...
Sometimes your memories hit me that way...
pouring out and silencing...
But then...Sun does come out eventually...
Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-88437609850827573752017-10-27T05:13:00.002-07:002018-07-13T02:33:25.030-07:00
There are millions of things she wants to share with you
but words fail her at times
She wants to tell you everything in her life
but she holds herself back every time
Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-62287252256871434472017-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:002017-10-04T07:27:37.174-07:00Backspace!
Loving him was probably the easier part...
She has no answers or reasons for why...
She never thought it would be tough to move on...
How much ever she cries or tries...
It still burns her soul deep inside...
Even after they let go and walked away...
For what she once felt and cherished...
Her heart is still being made to pay...
She constantly stops Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-52384277434429515722017-09-06T04:54:00.001-07:002018-07-13T02:33:24.293-07:00
What can we hear from a heart that's gone silent?
Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-23011981727606693372017-03-07T18:31:00.001-08:002017-03-09T07:30:09.906-08:00Ladies ...Celebrate Yourselves !
They learnt to walk alone When paths split and people moved onThey learnt to lift themselves When everything around pushed them down They learnt to push themselves harderEvery time someone made fun of themThey learnt to scale the heightsWhen they realised they had it in themThey learnt to drive & flySo that they can explore their worldThey learnt to sing and succeed And Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-3389392921684515442017-01-10T05:23:00.000-08:002017-01-12T09:00:45.744-08:00A Women's Note!
Let me start 2017 on a Women's note:
We think a lot... and we think differently, because we are completely wired...
We connect with people at a completely different level....it may be intellectual, physical or emotional and we hold on to those bonds forever in our hearts. Any relationship for us comes with a commitment clause, whether it is being a daughter, sister, wife, Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-63126751743907455502016-11-19T10:22:00.001-08:002016-12-27T08:08:42.424-08:00For long...
For long, she wasn't sure
As her tears clouded her thoughts
While her heart ached for him
She felt she was the one at fault
For long, she waited for him
To remove the mask and reveal himself
But he was playing a game to win
With tricks to disappear, up his sleeve
For long, she buried her myriad emotions
Yet vulnerabilities made her weak
But how would he even know
As he Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-1623411318355032642016-11-19T09:44:00.001-08:002016-11-19T10:23:43.676-08:00The incomplete one!
I sit here in silence and think...
What all did you take when you left?
'Cause everything's changed in a blink...
And nothing is where I kept...
My palm still feels very numb...
Maybe it's still looking for your hand...
Oh! Where did I spill all the feelings dumb?
Without them it's all very empty in my mind
I had buried my tears deep inside...
You seem to have dug up the well.. Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-80143447666808753262016-11-05T02:46:00.001-07:002016-11-17T04:41:31.642-08:00I Live
When your eyes find me, I burn
When your silence reaches me, I breathe
When you hold my hand, I survive
When you think about me, I dream
When you talk to me, I smile
When you smile at me, I glow
When you come back to me, I love
When you touch my heart, I live
Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-52227112092507879322016-11-05T02:11:00.000-07:002016-11-05T02:19:28.893-07:00When the love was gone!
Hold my hand lady.. because you are lost
This is not the path you should be treading
And its gone all dark and eerie
Let me help you go back in time
The arms that held you are long gone
As they had to keep the warmth elsewhere
Oh! do not stand there and shiver in the cold
Your heart once frozen, will die a silent death
I can see the darkness in your eyes
Must be the despair of Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-56236485954199508042016-10-01T07:59:00.000-07:002016-11-25T22:10:57.719-08:00Where do I find you in my life???
Where do I find you in my life?
Should I search for you in my dreams...
Or in all the words that got spoken...
Or in all the tears that got shed...
Or will you be in the silence of my heart...
Or in my eyes that turn red all the time...
Should I look for you in my empty mind...
Or in every breathe I take that calls your name...
Or in the lines of my palm which are wired...
Or will Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7888938885299261850.post-8960854391095028792016-07-12T04:59:00.002-07:002016-07-12T22:07:06.749-07:00All over again!
She doesn't want to look at him...
He appears even when she closes her eyes...
She doesn't want to hear anything about him...
He drives her crazy every time she hears his voice...
She doesn't want to walk with him...
He comes to her whenever he feels lost...
She doesn't want to talk to him...
He whispers to her in all her dreams...
She doesn't want to cry for him...
He makes her laugh that Maddening Silenceshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05253369630890043863noreply@blogger.com1