Bits & Pieces of Love!

There are times when she looks at you,
From across the distance or sitting next to you,
Remembering all your stupid jokes...
Don't make her laugh again...

There are times when she hears you around,
Even while she chides her jealous heart,
Remembering all the sweet things you did...
Don't make her smile again...

There are times when she longs for you,
Reaches out for that very elusive love,
Remembering how close you were...
Don't make her cry again...

There are times when she lets go of you,
When she knows that its never going to be the same again,
Remembering all your forever promises...
Don't make her fall in love with you again...

Again and again...!

The urge to look into your eyes and 
                to peek into your thoughts...
The urge to hold your hand and 
               to sit through the silences...
The urge to hug you tight and
              to cry my heart out...
The urge to turn back and 
            walk away, when I feel rejected...
                               
  Every time I see you..... again and again.......!

Few more thoughts...

Dear Heart...this one's for you...

Way back in  October 2008 I had written a blog post on similar lines .... This one probably begins where the last one ended.... that every relationship comes with an expiry date...

http://maddeningsilences.blogspot.in/2008/10/few-thoughts.html

Yet the greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones where you continue to be involved even when the significant other slowly starts to walk the other way. The ones where you tend to lose yourself in the process, yet you find yourself as an individual. The ones where it just makes you wonder how life tends to change people over the days/ months/ years.

The extreme emotions, the entangling feelings that suffocate you at times, the highs and lows , the excitement of belonging to someone but yet in the same breath the echoing silence of loneliness....The relationships that can bring you back to life in a minute, but kill you in the very next.

The relationships these days are so dynamic that the equations change dramatically that too pretty fast. People tend to be on so many different tangents that it becomes difficult for them to slow down or wait for you or care to be there for you. So for someone who is probably hanging on to something which is long gone, or was never there in the first place, it is not going to be an easy preposition to survive in such taxing scenarios.

The signs will keep coming, sometimes you smile, sometimes you cry but all the while, the dreams, hopes and wishes of someday will gradually start to die from deep within.

What ultimately makes sense is belief in you and you alone. You got to keep telling yourself that you are much stronger than this. You got to look ahead and keep moving even if it means all alone.