I Live

When your eyes find me, I burn
When your silence reaches me, I breathe
When you hold my hand, I survive
When you think about me, I dream
When you talk to me, I smile
When you smile at me, I glow
When you come back to me, I love
When you touch my heart, I live

 

Where do I find you in my life???

Where do I find you in my life?

Should I search for you in my dreams...

Or in all the words that got spoken...

Or in all the tears that got shed...

Or will you be in the silence of my heart...

Or in my eyes that turn red all the time...

Should I look for you in my empty mind...

Or in every breathe I take that calls your name...

Or in the lines of my palm which are wired...

Or will you be hidden in my soul deep inside...

Or in my senses that feel your presence everywhere...

Should I trace you to the corners of your world....

Or in my bits and pieces of memories that are left...

Or in all the silent prayers that I send up...

Or will you be behind the closed doors of my destiny...

Or in my love that is hurting me from within...

Where do I find you? Or will I ever find you ???

Again and again...!

The urge to look into your eyes and 
                to peek into your thoughts...
The urge to hold your hand and 
               to sit through the silences...
The urge to hug you tight and
              to cry my heart out...
The urge to turn back and 
            walk away, when I feel rejected...
                               
  Every time I see you..... again and again.......!

Be done with it !

Letting go of every tiny little memory,

Sometimes sweet, sometimes not,

Letting go of every stupid feeling

That got etched into the heart

Letting go of every bit of pain

Hoping that the rains will wash it away

Letting go of all the nights filled with tears

Overflowing from eyes that cannot hold them at bay

Letting go of all the sudden smiles

That spilled over and sparkled like stars

Letting go of inward quest for happiness

While losing the battles and internal wars

Letting go of every weird dream

That gave hopes to things that were left untold

Letting go of the heart that’s on fire

As the binding chains recur adamantly to hold

Letting go of the eyes that seek you out

As from this life, you slowly drifted afar

Letting go of the never ending love for you

Guess the sands of time will heal the scar!

Dissolving Fire...

All it takes is a little drop of emotion

           Waves of tears  flow down my eyes

The love inside is now an unsettling fire

          While it burns me out in this fading light

In the depths of the my heart's core

          More regrets seem to float up fiercely

Surrounded by people, sucked into the chaos

          Yet deep inside silence of death prevails

As you draw out the life from my soul

         I am left holding on to lifeless numb feelings

Erase all the moments of togetherness

          Take away my memories and love

But, as I seem to dissolve inside out

          Will you look back once and prove me wrong?