For long...

For long, she wasn't sure
As her tears clouded her thoughts
While her heart ached for him
She felt she was the one at fault

For long, she waited for him
To remove the mask and reveal himself
But he was playing a game to win
With tricks to disappear, up his sleeve

For long, she buried her myriad emotions
Yet vulnerabilities made her weak
But how would he even know
As he was detached and never in love

For long, she wanted him back
To take her hand and make her believe
Yet, he was happy in his own world
Failing to realize that he played with someone's heart

For long, she hoped he was real
Not just a fantasy or a midnight dream
Longing for him to take a step forward
But now she knows he just didn't care

I Live

When your eyes find me, I burn
When your silence reaches me, I breathe
When you hold my hand, I survive
When you think about me, I dream
When you talk to me, I smile
When you smile at me, I glow
When you come back to me, I love
When you touch my heart, I live

 

Be done with it !

Letting go of every tiny little memory,

Sometimes sweet, sometimes not,

Letting go of every stupid feeling

That got etched into the heart

Letting go of every bit of pain

Hoping that the rains will wash it away

Letting go of all the nights filled with tears

Overflowing from eyes that cannot hold them at bay

Letting go of all the sudden smiles

That spilled over and sparkled like stars

Letting go of inward quest for happiness

While losing the battles and internal wars

Letting go of every weird dream

That gave hopes to things that were left untold

Letting go of the heart that’s on fire

As the binding chains recur adamantly to hold

Letting go of the eyes that seek you out

As from this life, you slowly drifted afar

Letting go of the never ending love for you

Guess the sands of time will heal the scar!