Random words !

The nights we spent talking late

The smiles you brought on to my lips 

The dreams you got me to see

The hugs you sent in the air

The tears that flowed down my eyes 

The years that flew only with your thoughts 

The hopes that you left behind in my heart 

The memories that bring you back into my life

The love that won't let you go....

Love that cannot be killed !

It cannot be stopped
It cannot be hidden
It let's the memories haunt you forever
It fails you every time you reach out
It forgives even when taken for granted
It cannot be held back
It keeps you hoping for miracles
It will not allow you to express
It tortures when you suppress
It makes you blind to all the faults
It makes you weep in the night
It lives in all your hopes
It makes you smile even when crying
It makes you feel stupid
It lets you be humiliated
It puts you down as vulnerable
It has you bound by the chains
It lets you fly high in the skies
It makes you long for just a glance
It takes you places just for a moment of togetherness
It tickles your very senses to the bone
It sizzles in the silence of your thoughts
It doesn't let you sleep
It flows out in your sleepless dreams
Love that cannot be killed
Even when you try and want to .......

Be done with it !

Letting go of every tiny little memory,

Sometimes sweet, sometimes not,

Letting go of every stupid feeling

That got etched into the heart

Letting go of every bit of pain

Hoping that the rains will wash it away

Letting go of all the nights filled with tears

Overflowing from eyes that cannot hold them at bay

Letting go of all the sudden smiles

That spilled over and sparkled like stars

Letting go of inward quest for happiness

While losing the battles and internal wars

Letting go of every weird dream

That gave hopes to things that were left untold

Letting go of the heart that’s on fire

As the binding chains recur adamantly to hold

Letting go of the eyes that seek you out

As from this life, you slowly drifted afar

Letting go of the never ending love for you

Guess the sands of time will heal the scar!

Few more thoughts...

Dear Heart...this one's for you...

Way back in  October 2008 I had written a blog post on similar lines .... This one probably begins where the last one ended.... that every relationship comes with an expiry date...

http://maddeningsilences.blogspot.in/2008/10/few-thoughts.html

Yet the greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones where you continue to be involved even when the significant other slowly starts to walk the other way. The ones where you tend to lose yourself in the process, yet you find yourself as an individual. The ones where it just makes you wonder how life tends to change people over the days/ months/ years.

The extreme emotions, the entangling feelings that suffocate you at times, the highs and lows , the excitement of belonging to someone but yet in the same breath the echoing silence of loneliness....The relationships that can bring you back to life in a minute, but kill you in the very next.

The relationships these days are so dynamic that the equations change dramatically that too pretty fast. People tend to be on so many different tangents that it becomes difficult for them to slow down or wait for you or care to be there for you. So for someone who is probably hanging on to something which is long gone, or was never there in the first place, it is not going to be an easy preposition to survive in such taxing scenarios.

The signs will keep coming, sometimes you smile, sometimes you cry but all the while, the dreams, hopes and wishes of someday will gradually start to die from deep within.

What ultimately makes sense is belief in you and you alone. You got to keep telling yourself that you are much stronger than this. You got to look ahead and keep moving even if it means all alone.