Be done with it !

Letting go of every tiny little memory,

Sometimes sweet, sometimes not,

Letting go of every stupid feeling

That got etched into the heart

Letting go of every bit of pain

Hoping that the rains will wash it away

Letting go of all the nights filled with tears

Overflowing from eyes that cannot hold them at bay

Letting go of all the sudden smiles

That spilled over and sparkled like stars

Letting go of inward quest for happiness

While losing the battles and internal wars

Letting go of every weird dream

That gave hopes to things that were left untold

Letting go of the heart that’s on fire

As the binding chains recur adamantly to hold

Letting go of the eyes that seek you out

As from this life, you slowly drifted afar

Letting go of the never ending love for you

Guess the sands of time will heal the scar!

Distant Flute Song...

It must have been just a passing cloud

Which chose to sprinkle some rain on her

She was drenched where she stood

Now her tears soak the earth around her feet

It must have been a distant flute song

The melodies of which made her dance

The trance of the tunes still haunt her

But the sounds have become mute in her heart

It must have been the life in dreams

Where only smiles and stars shine their way

The warmth of the hopes had made her glow

But now  even sleep doesnt easily cross her eyes

Dissolving Fire...

All it takes is a little drop of emotion

           Waves of tears  flow down my eyes

The love inside is now an unsettling fire

          While it burns me out in this fading light

In the depths of the my heart's core

          More regrets seem to float up fiercely

Surrounded by people, sucked into the chaos

          Yet deep inside silence of death prevails

As you draw out the life from my soul

         I am left holding on to lifeless numb feelings

Erase all the moments of togetherness

          Take away my memories and love

But, as I seem to dissolve inside out

          Will you look back once and prove me wrong?

            

Sometimes...

Sometimes...
The fog on the mirror masks up the thoughts
As the droplets stream down slowly
Is the mirror shedding tears along with me..I wouldn't know...
But I wish I could see it smile more often ...

Sometimes...
The blazing moon reaches out across the skies
so close yet so very far away
Is the moon shining some light in the darkness..I wouldn't know...
But I wish I could hold it close in my palm more often...

Sometimes...
The untiring waves break the shore
as the tides of times gobble up the sands
Is the sea sending me a message of silence...I wouldn't know...
But I wish I could walk on the seaside more often...

           

The Verna Begins...

The journey began again....on 11th Jan 2013. this time with the Hyundai New Fludic Verna.. :)

For all the years to come and the joyful rides and journeys across the places...

Awesome car...Fantastic memories....missing it already...

It was with us for 7 long years...Hyundai Accent - KA05 MD 245.... and we finally let it go...But the awesome memories and the emotional bonds will be with us forever... :)

Here's a quick recap of some photos and list of all the places we visited with it.

Nov 2005 the day we bought it.... at Jayanagar 4th Block - Ganesha Temple... :)

May 2006 - On the way to Mysore.. with Ajju and Aishu and me.. :)

Ajju and Akshat on top - Chilling out in Ooty - May 2008

Ajju and Akshat - awfully tired and crashed - on the way to Mysore from Ooty - May 2008

Krishu & Ajju - Coorg Trip - Dec 2008

                                             Mahabaleshwar with friends - Oct 2009

                                         Dussehra Puja - Panchgani - Oct 2009

                                           Kanheri Caves - Dec 2009 with 3 idiots

       Family time with Mom, Aishu, Akshat, Ajju , Krishu and me at Murud Jhanjira Fort - Jan 2010

                       on the last day of giving it away - 29th Dec 2012....:(

The list of places we drove down seems long........Multiple Mysore- Bangalore trips, Almost alternate month Chennai - Bangalore trips, Mahabalipuram, Pondycheri, Ooty, Coorg, Chunchi falls, Devarayana durga, Yercaud, Salem, Erode, Horsely hills, Panchgani, Mahabaleshwar, Lonavala, Daman, Bordi, Dahanu, Bhandaradhara, Alibaug, Murud, Kashid and driving all the way back from Mumbai to Bangalore....

Awesome car...Fantastic memories....missing it big time already...

Finally....

The certificate arrives...! Albeit a delay of few months which you don't typically associate with one of the best management institutes in the country. :)

Officially, here we go with the successful completion of Executive Programme in Global Business Management ! :)  Thanks  to  IIMC, Thanks to Krishu & Ajju for all the support, Thanks to the entire batch and specially my gang of Malad center... you guys are awesome.. !

You Again !

Wait...You need to slow down at times
You are not easy to comprehend
There is no easy way out
You never knew if to go ahead or put an end

You have nothing in you
Except for a frayed up emotional gulf
Life has been drained and squeezed out
Stop hoping for magic when you dont exist yourself

More often when you cared
You were mocked for your ridiculous deeds
But you had no choice but to try
As you went about filling their needs

The smiles and tears are often flowing
You may reach out for the love you crave
Yet the feelings within are always masked
And yes ! You dont have it in you to deserve