I Should Have……………..

I should have buried my feelings deep
Without letting you know how I feel

I should have let the tears seep
Into the pillow and held it tight

I should have kept my secrets in dark
As they wouldn’t have hurt anyone else

I should have let others too, make a mark
As then, I wouldn’t have thought of you as special

I should have let my dreams to die
As you seem to invade my every thought

I should have left my wishes to dry
As the ancient promises, all but whither

I should have known the hurt from the start
And held my heart in a protective wrap

I should have walked away from you long before,As now, I can’t seem to let go of you…………………