You are in my thoughts!

You are in my thoughts,
Inside me, around me and everywhere I see,
Especially in my memories,
From which I cannot flee,
Yes! You are in my thoughts.

I shut my doors on love
Believed it was something which I didn’t deserve,
But, you are seeping through the doors,
Breezing through the windows,
Engulfing me with your warm touches,
Sweet whisperings and silent signals,
But always bringing me back to
The present of vacuum filled loneliness,
Yes! You are in my thoughts.

My heart aches for you,
Feels you near me, giving me strength,
Advice and inspiration in everything I do,
But it always scares me, that it’s a dream
Disappearing by the daylight,
That you may never come back to me,
That you may leave me alone again,
And amidst all these hopes and doubts,
Yes! You are in my thoughts